[He shouldn't bother. This is just a waste of his time, an attempt to recapture something that's long gone and that he isn't getting back, no matter how hard he tries. His death is evidence enough of that, but Jack finds himself surprised at how not angry he is about it--just exhausted.]
Doesn't seem right to just let this go.
[Or keep going the way they had been--circling each other until something snaps, only to rinse and repeat the cycle. Jack can't honestly say the answer is that he misses Gabriel, not given everything he's done to dismantle the thing they gave their lives to, but how can you spend the better part of thirty years so close to someone only to give up?]
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[He shouldn't bother. This is just a waste of his time, an attempt to recapture something that's long gone and that he isn't getting back, no matter how hard he tries. His death is evidence enough of that, but Jack finds himself surprised at how not angry he is about it--just exhausted.]
Doesn't seem right to just let this go.
[Or keep going the way they had been--circling each other until something snaps, only to rinse and repeat the cycle. Jack can't honestly say the answer is that he misses Gabriel, not given everything he's done to dismantle the thing they gave their lives to, but how can you spend the better part of thirty years so close to someone only to give up?]